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With A Heavy Heart

by Old Notes

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1.
Condolence 00:53
2.
Solace 04:42
I got the call in the morning, Eyes wide and mourning. The loss of life and a friend, It takes over breathing. I stood idle by, Pleading you not to die. Asking why? You left us by the roadside. Taking on, Your demons for too long. Resenting, The idea that you’re gone. I never thought that this be it. Late nights at Corky’s they’d cease to exist. This pain is growing like a cyst in my heart. Knowing that we’d always be apart. I stood idle by, Pleading you not to die. Asking why? You left us by the roadside. Taking on, Your demons for too long. Resenting, The idea that you’re gone. Time has crept up again. No longer a helping hand. Always helping others than myself. Your life is always what I need. I stood idle by, Pleading you not to die. Asking why? You left us by the roadside. Taking on, Your demons for too long. Resenting, The idea that you’re gone.
3.
Reach 05:01
I’ve reached, The worst form of me. Twenty three, I want to be proud of me. I’ve reached, The goals that I had. But I’m not satisfied. I’ve reached, My breaking point, But I’m not gratified. Take me for granted, I know you’ll panic. When it is not clear, That I have left here. I am, The thorn in your side. Reminding, I left on a hillside. I’ve reached my pain threshold, But I am terrified. I’ve reached the end of this all. I am terrified. Take me for granted, I know you’ll panic. When it is not clear, That I have left here. You don’t know what it feels like, Wearing a mask, Everything’s all right. You don’t know what it feels like, Holding so tight, I’m alright. Take me for granted, I know you’ll panic. When it is not clear, That I have left here.
4.
Limbless 03:05
I have to combat insecurities, I’m compromised. Like a bulging battery, I’m dead all the time. The words you sent me, They were a sharpened hook. The place you threw me against the wall, I can hardly look. Is this what you wanted? Is this what I’m in for? Is this all I’m worth? My mistakes ponder and rise above me. Your words fog my days. But your forgiveness, It makes me want to stay. So will you take my arms? And break them off. You don’t want to hold on, To anything. Will I regain my, Void of confidence? Cover all my scars, I’m in the palm of your hands! Is that what you wanted? Me face down on the floor. (Is that what you wanted?) I’ll never trust again. (Is that what you wanted?) With your words I shut the door. (Is that what you wanted?) You were my only friend. (Is that what you wanted?)
5.
Consolation 01:06
6.
I know, This will never work out. If I don’t, Find a sense of peace. And I know now, That life is going to be this way. When your outlet, Never finds a sense of home. You search for hours and you know. Nothing will ever work out, If I don’t say it’s okay for me. What’s going on? I need peace. Of knowing something different. I find so many times. Where I don’t fit in. There is no meaning to this. A small hiccup in the universe. A small piece of life we share for nothing. Death is in everything. There is a hole where something used to be. The mountain air is dry and hard to breathe. I’m hating myself more and more at, Seven thousand feet. My mind is aching, Me. To be where I once was, Today. Is it where I belong?
7.
Rocco 03:21
8.
Dead Flowers 03:12
Take me to the darkest places in my head. I want to see where I belong. I wonder when I’m going to be, The best thing for me. I’ll just sit here, Until I reach my… Feat, I’ll admit defeat. In the darkest places, In my head. Use the flowers, You sent me. To console me, In death. Please send me, To a stressful grave, As a reminder. That I don’t know me, Anymore. My mental health with any solace. I’m lacking the solace to. To drown you out. Less stressed, But I’m out of place. Find some solace in some somber embrace. To facts that are not so real, It plays in my head as a demo reel. Use the flowers, You sent me. To console me, In death. Please send me, To a stressful grave, As a reminder. I know you need something better than me. I know I need something better than me.
9.
Relief 01:11
10.
I got the call in the morning, Eyes wide and mourning. The loss of life and a friend, It takes over breathing. I stood idle by, Pleading you not to die. Asking why? You left us by the roadside. Taking on, Your demons for too long. Resenting, The idea that you’re gone. I never thought that this be it. Late nights at Corky’s they’d cease to exist. This pain is growing like a cyst in my heart. Knowing that we’d always be apart. I stood idle by, Pleading you not to die. Asking why? You left us by the roadside. Taking on, Your demons for too long. Resenting, The idea that you’re gone. Time has crept up again. No longer a helping hand. Always helping others than myself. Your life is always what I need. I stood idle by, Pleading you not to die. Asking why? You left us by the roadside. Taking on, Your demons for too long. Resenting, The idea that you’re gone.

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released May 21, 2018

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Simon Monette at Tiny Dino Productions.
All music and lyrics by Old Notes.
Album design by Emily Bolka.
Album illustration by Omar Preciado

Old Notes is:
Devin Trott // Vocals/Guitar
Eli Martinez // Drums
Justin Marquez // Bass

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